I am really struggling with how I have just been treated AGAIN by my ex boyfriend(see "am I being too sensitive?"). Surely I deserve better than that, but I keep letting these jerky people into my world who have no clue how to treat people and their feelings. That says alot about me. Why ask me to have dinner with you if you had no interest in me? Why take my letter if you had no intention of reading it? I wasn't trying to change his mind about anything, I just wanted to let him know how I feel, that's all. Why be so sweet and charming to my face, then be ice cold to me when I'm not around? If you didn't have any romantic interest in me why lead me on for WEEKS, then not have the balls to say it to my face instead of by TEXT? I'm so hurt by the lack of concern for my feelings he has shown me. I'm mad at myself for even saying yes to his dinner invitation. Now I have to start the grieving process all over again and it sucks.