I have been battling depression for 2 years and now it has caused me to lose my husband. We've been together for 17 years. He's a wonderful man. I couldn't pull myself out of it so he kicked me out. Its been year. I thought things would work out and we'd be together again. Instead, he started dating and is now in love with someone else. He's the only man I have ever had in my life and I still can't imagine it without him. He thinks I'm going crazy because I kept trying to get him back. Our son doesn't even like to be around me because all I do is cry. I don't eat or sleep unless I take a sleep aid. I have a huge family but feel incredibly lonely. Sometimes I feel like I don't want to live anymore but I could never leave my son like that. All I hear from people is that it will get better, that I just need time. Time seems to stand still. I feel like this is never going to end.