Lately I've been depressed and have a lot of health problems, because of it I've been paying a lot more attention to my life and over the course of about two years I've noticed that I have almost all the symptoms of schizophrenia. But I'm to scared to talk to anyone about it because i'm not sure if I actually have the symptoms, so if you would please help me. I'm at my breaking point.

I hear things that aren't there, like my mom calling me, yelling, radio's, music, knocks, and doorbells.

I hear voice's in my head, ok that's rude I hear Alex, Emily, and silent. They tell me to thing's like change my music, do something else, or sometimes they tell me that I should be mad and yell at people. I don't know if they are real or fake because I can't seem to draw a line between the two.

I anyway tilt my head weird and sit oddly, I know this because my families always making me stop.

I don't really have emotions and when I do they are rude or wrong.

I believe that people are controlling me from Alex's Emily's and and silents world, and that when I sleep I go to there world. They are always watching me, and I think that they control everyone around me because they are robots.

I don't know what to do, because I'm to scared my mom will find out and ground me for lying. She won't take me to a therapist because she thinks that they can't help me, even though I'm very depressed. And before you ask yes the schizophrenia symptoms showed up before I got depressed, I just hope some one can help me.