Hello!
I'm so sorry you are falling into some depression.

It is so hard to go through, even when we have been through it so many times and know what to do. Thanks for posting on here and I hope you start feeling better soon!
ps - I like your little quote about life being a winding road.
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dailyhealing
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.