You are not stupid though. And the way you feel does not mean you are stupid. Just having a hard time... There are times when we all feel we've lost grip on (our) life, or the situations and events taking place. But one needs to regain control. Don't think about tomorrow and/or the rest of your life being the same. It does not have to be. Take care of yourself today. Struggle for the day. It does not mean you have to win the battle. What was that saying: you can lose a battle but win the war? Take one step at a time. Although it might be frustrating. But still one is never stupid for feeling whatever they feel.