I am 43 & have been with my husband since i was 21. I was attractive, he was attractive...he was always HOT for me. Now, 22 years later, neither one of us is the person we were. I'm still an attractive...43 year old woman...but my husband watching porn makes me feel inadequate...especially since he has said hurtful thing s during arguments, like how im fat & old & undesirable. Well, we know what those porn stars look like...young & thin...young. I feel so heart broken. Last ight he surfed porn on his cell phone in the bed next to me for a couple of hours before trying to have sex with me.