Thanks everyone.I'm feeling a little better today. Told my daughter I would only drive her to her friends house if she cleaned up her mess, which she did. She is gone for the weekend and my husband also went out of town so I'm here alone until sunday. I'm going to try to make myself get up and do something productive tomorrow. I'm going to try to mow the lawn even though its been less than 2 weeks since my neck surgery. The grass being too high is my pet peeve and since no one else seems to think it needs to be cut I feel I have to do it. I have piles of unfolded clean laundry on my dining room table that I can get put away> I feel like if I can get my house civil I'll be less depressed. I don't fall into depression that often, usually my problem is with mania or hypomania and the trouble that gets me into. I find it harder to cope with being depressed.