I think you both are right. Partly because i do believe its my sexuality for sure. i dont see it as negative. i didnt know if it was too much so i felt slightly ashamed. but i figure maybe its also because i do not have someone. as i would like to have intimacy...which goes with that loneliness too. im not 16 or 17...but anything can trigger the thoughts AND physical feelings...words, pictures, looking at people in public. its like i still had the mind i had at that age. i am heterosexual btw. its almost summertime here, if you live in the usa. ...all these half naked guys outside...in the movies...stuff like that and so on.

with that said, yea..i dont know what to do. i guess try something new for myself? i dont know. does it seem like i have a high sex drive?