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Old Apr 13, 2012, 10:55 PM
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Vent: How come my T of a year and a half didn't ever say I had any type of problem that would need medication?

I've been with this new T for like 2 months and she's already recommended it, saying I should see a doctor.

In a perfect light, I would be saying, yeah I struggle from time to time, this could work.

The reality is though, my parents didn't validate my experiences, my old T told my parents their wasn't anything seriously wrong with me except for clinical depression...

so now I'm in a place of improvement and had spent at least a year and a half trying to convince everyone their was something wrong with me while everyone declined any type of issues...

so I'm offended. She even said for someone like me, with a history I've had, maybe with trauma or something, that a year and a half of therapy really isn't very long... and i need to allow myself to continue therapy for a while, as long as that is what I wanted.

It all feels so wierd to me. I don't want to email her or communicate with her about my symptoms of stuff cus I feel that's why she recommended I would need additional help. No one has ever thought this about me, even when I thought it for years, so by now, I just feel I've been programmed to not think I need help.

IT frustrates me. Especially cus I even shared worse stuff then this with my old therapist and worse symptoms and she never once suggested I would need to see a doctor or take medication.
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