Who knows? Life is too short to worry and medication sucks! Stay off it as long as you can. I'm reconsidering this, just in case technique we got going with a mood stabilizer but, if only I could be stable lol. Meds don't really work anyway! For me they just make it mild. On meds maybe I'm cyclothymic or whatever that almost a mood disorder is haha!

Oh and apparently antidepressants alone won't always make bipolar manic. People always think it is an automatic trip to loony land but, it isn't even the usual reaction.