I've been battling with the depression, as well as other things, from my existential crisis for a few years now and, although I've been speaking with a therapist about it, the feelings associated with it have fell heavy on me for the last few days.

I just get so sad. Everything I look at just...it's like it's nothing. I can't look at something without thinking, "Someday, this thing I like is going to rust." or "Someday, that thing I like is going to be destroyed." or "Someday, this person/animal that I love is going to die.". I can't get those thoughts to leave. They just torment me day and night.

I used to paint, write, illustrate comics and loved to do my hobbies. I used to find meaning in life, but that's just gone somewhere out of my reach now.

I know it's the crisis/depression talking and making my life seem meaningless but...well, it still feels meaningless. I wish I could find joy and substance in my life again.

I'm just very down and lost right now, and I don't know what to do to get past this.