As much as I regret the circumstances that bring you to post here, I am glad to hear from you, dear Clouds_and_Sun

A radical break from what has been, from the unbearable is a good thing; I hope that break will take a healthy form.

You might try Yahoo! Local (or something similar) to search for reviews of psychiatric facilities in your area or in an area where you can go. Here's an example for Austin, TX (just redo the form for your locale).

Have you considered contacting United Way / AIRS (211.org)? Of course, you can always call a crisis line (e.g. 1-800-273-TALK (8255) in the USA).

Wishing you life and the best...