Lexi, Hey, what's up kiddo? Do you have seasonal shifts? Sometimes I get wonkey with season chanes. Then things settle down again. Anniversaries are hard, our beings remember the cycles of our experiences. It's a phase, so don't feel stuck forever, it will move. And when it does, you can learn a little more about who you are, and how you work, and look to see if there's anything you want to change in the future, and program that in to your "try this" list.

Letting go of time, the whole pressure of getting better NOW.... (G D it!!)... and accepting the principle of "be here now", which is all we can really be anyway.... whew, it's been a functional groove for me.

You are a work in progress. Keep on keeping on, you're doing fine!!! )))))) ) )))Lexicon ((((((( ((((