A sick and twisted human being would do this. This was not because you let them, you were a child. With no one around to protect you or stop it.
He belongs is prision. You could still have time to get an attorney and put him where he can't hurt any other child. It would be healing to you. Hard but what is right by law and justice. I think you have until you are 25 years old to press charges of CSB. This would include all of his "friends". I hope you have the support of a therapist. This is criminal and he would go away for a long time in the statues are still in effect. You we an innocent child who was victimized and your innocents, trust and safety were violated. You are a victim. I am so sorry, my heart hurts for you. I would love to prosicute this bastard and help you do it! It angers me so much. Sick sub-human man and others should be in criminal prision. Work on thinking about the fact that you are not in this place anymore. You have power to do something. If not one way, the other. There are many ways for justice including activisim. All my prayer and good thoughts