Thanks, everyone. Yes, I do have a family here. You all have proven that time and time again. When I'm in this state of mind, though... it feels like nothing is ever going to get better. I'm gonna hold strong. Something has to work out somewhere.. things won't stay like this forever. Life will improve, and hopefully I can look back at this and be proud of myself for getting through it. Thanks to all of you for your kind words. I do appreciate each and every one of you for thinking of me.