((((clouds and sun))))
Thankfully, doctors are separate from the billing department. Doctors are trained in treating the individual. They are trained to treat to the best of their abilities. Thank goodness!
For a couple of years, I was without income and uninsured. I've also been fully insured, and now, I'm on Medical Assistance. I have gone into treatment a few times (or so) over the years and one constant in these treatments has been that the doctors tried their best to make me feel better ~ and had success.
Some hospitalizations have taken longer to help me, but each has re-installed hope within me. Some sense of hope, for me, is an absolute necessity in life. You deserve help, clouds and sun. You deserve hope.
Gentle hugs and thoughts for you...