(((Karlarei2003)))
I'm sorry that you've been feeling so low.
Have you tried contacting your therapist? You could try calling, and see if he/she has some tips to help you make it through until your next session.
You could always call crisis counselors for a sympathetic ear and ideas that might help you gain better perspective towards life.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255): Suicide
hotline, 24/7 free and confidential, nationwide network of crisis centers.
Gentle hugs to you.