Im sorry if there are typos i am so switchy
Dissociating a lot tonight
Apoarently our surgery the other day is bringing up strong flashbacks for the inside kids who experienced abuse& surgery bringing up hard stuff
And i am not feeling goodtonight& out of pain medicine
T got too busy/ tired to see us today
So kids have to hold things in.
But bow were panicking
Because they texted T a few times and havent heard back from her
Of course the last text we got from her today was that she was so exhausted
So shes probably just asleep!!
But theyre panicked that shes had another emergency and has had to leave town again
And that they wont be able to see her brfore she goes away again
They have so much to talk about
We all do
So they are panicked and cant calm down
and we dont know when we will hear from our T and what if she disappears again on us?

Sorry i just need to have someone know whats going on because i feel so alone & im afraid something bad is going to happen