This is embarrassing to admit, but I declared bankruptcy once already. I worked like crazy from 12 to 18 years old and was able to save 140K (I am still shocked I was able to do this). I started an auto performance parts business with the money I saved, it was my childhood dream. I was able to run the business and turn it profitable by the 2nd year, the business lasted a total of 3 years. In the middle of the 3rd year, bipolar disorder reared it's ugly head. I burned through every penny I made and then a lot more, so I had to declare bankruptcy.

I've been thinking about declaring bankruptcy again, but I am convinced that I have to pay all my debts to learn from this. I think I need to suffer and experience the pain this time. My problem, even when on medication, is that I get extreme bouts of mania and end up dismantling my life.