You can. You can. You can.
You want to die and never be found...but what if after that, there's a most beautiful sunset, or an unexpected true love, or a super mice-chasing pet owl...
You'd really never know what you'd be missing. Something could come along that might completely change your life in ways you'd never expect. Look at all the totally random stuff that happens in the world every day...as creative as the universe/God is with letting aweful things happen to good people (like Prue!) it is equally creative in dropping crazy random blessings in your lap from time to time....wait for it....and the good WILL come to you...that's what life's all about, wading through the $h!+ to reach and savor those rare $h!+less moments. They are only as sweet as they are in contrast to the bitterness of life.
...and I would miss you lots, and I'm not the only one