((((((((jenn)))) I am truly sorry that you are feeling this way and I understand way to well. I am not in therapy at this time and don't see it happening soon as it seems as if my life is always in some state of upset... I understand not having any friends. I am living here for almost a year and there is not a single person I can call a friend except my hubby and I can't always lean on him either because then he gets too overwhelmed. so see you aren't alone... come back and post and know that you have friends in here to listen to you.. take care, Linda