I am an evening alcoholic I use to cope with my wife {married 22yrs} 3 daughters 21,16,13. I only drink at home never been a bar type or a driver never had charges. Used beer all my life. Last 8 years been high power alcohol. Had a black out 2 weeks or so ago, went crazy at home an verbally abused my family in a brutal very hurtful words. A build up that just blew up. I hide in my so called man cave {garage} away from the fights screams my wife my daughters fight everyday well 90% the time. I get off work and I am on egg shells everyone is so angry in my house from the past years of fighting with each other it is a habit an one that has almost destroyed my family, myself an wife are separated at this time by choice ,last week I was out of the house away from the kids unless they wanted to see me, now this week she is going to be out the house, I pored all the bottles booze out haven't had any at all since the blow up,I very nervous and shaky all the time.