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Old Apr 15, 2012, 10:43 AM
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Originally Posted by forever View Post
I want to ask, if anyone else thinks of their mind as a house? In my mind, I have a room for everything, each room is a different color. Some people are allowed in most of the rooms, there is a room for the remains of people and animals that I loved, a nursery where I sometime imagine my daughter is still little and I can hold and rock her again, some people who hurt me or have upset me I have had to lock in their rooms.

I have a garden only for me it's my favorite place. I started imagining my house when I was a little girl but of course, I thought it was just the house I wanted when I grew up.

I was sitting outside today sorting boxes in my mind, they are color coded depending on how I feel about a memory I am putting in the box, when it occurred to me the house in my mind is getting larger and larger. Just wondering, if I am the only one that tries to sort their feelings in this way? I feel like such a freak sometimes.


Nothing wrong with a little freakiness lol Your house sounds amazing, and very well organized! After reading your post, I guess I have a similar house in my mind, but none so organized as yours....guess one of these days Im going to have to go up there and start sorting....my house has the rooms and the doors are labled...thats about as far as I got lol....Im still trying to sort through it all.....right now everything in the house looks like something off of one of those hoarder shows lol.....But no, to answer your question, you shouldnt feel like a freak at all. Everyone has their "thing" and there is nothing wrong with it. Whatever gets your through is what I say!!
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