I cut today, it had been about a week or more since the last time. So much for that. I want to cut again, and again, and again. I am so tired of everything right now. I just want to go away. I have been sleeping a lot, partly because I am sick, and partly because of the depression. I started seeing my new therapist on Friday. She seemed pretty nice, and willing to try to help me. I don't know how that will work, because I think that I may be past help. I dunno, I guess we'll see. Sorry to bother.


[b] These wounds won't seem to heal...this pain is just too real..there's just too much that time cannot erase....[b]