Thank you, you guys always seem to make me feel better. My mind has been extra busy the last few weeks, I find that I am spending more and more time ruminating over old stuff. Which is probably what has been a making me feel unusual and odd but not in a good way. I know freak is sometimes used to describe the artistic types, I think it could even be considered a compliment. I'm not artistic at all, so that definition really doesn't apply to me. To me freak = odd, strange, grotesque, morbid. Anyway, I love that I am not the only one that uses this method to make sense out of their emotions and memories. It makes me feel less odd.