i did tell my mom and it didnt go well and it was a while ago she said she was a bad mother and she was didnt want me to be alone and making me want to cut more and more so i just told her i i stoped cutting and shes been to busy to get me a T so i have pulled away from her and now shes pushing me a lot today and i have SI 2 times today and idk i am realy scared of hospitals