Lately I have been more depressed, because they upped my fanapt dosage from 6 to 8mg because I would get too hyperactive during the afternoons and trouble sleeping. Now that is taken care of, but it has made me more depressed. I hate it, and it makes me want to go back to being hypomanic, even with the consequences it has. But I guess I have been strong, because I did not feel like doing anything at all today, but I pushed myself and got some housework done. Things aren't spotless but it's much better than before. I am trying to get myself to do things when I don't believe I can do them. It's really hard though. I still feel like crap even after doing the house work but at least I did something. It's supposed to be good for me, right?