I texted her an hour ago asking her if she is okay but I haven't heard back from her. I just have a feeling that something bad happened. I KNOW its dumb, but so many bad things happen all the time I am shaking and have a stomach ache. I know that probably her phone is out, or she's busy with her family or SOMETHING... but I would just feel better knowing.
And she is leaving again soon to go out of the country... and something happened yesterday that I really need to talk to her about before she leaves I don't know when she is going, I doubt she even has a plane ticket yet. But what if something happened and she had to leave on an emergency again? It happened a couple months ago.
I know, I'm such a stupid mess. But with my sister hurting so bad today and her horse dying this afternoon, and me being off my pain meds now from the surgery I had on Tuesday, I feel like I am just about to fall apart.