I met with my new therapist on Friday we talked for about an hour. During that hour I almost started crying four times, I recently was let go by my old therapist and old clinic. I keep posting about this, but my old therapist didn't give me a reason why she dropped me. I kept telling him that I was hopeless and that I would never trust another doctor or person ever in my life. I left his office feeling ten times worse I wanted to break down and cry in public.
He said he wouldn't ever drop me or avoid me like my old therapist did and that I need to trust him. Everything he would say would be the same things my old therapist would tell me
These are stuff my new therapist and old therapist would say to me. Note I saw him for an hour.
-You are a very likeable person*
-Tell me I'm good looking
-Ask me about what music I like
-They both compare cancer to mental illness
-I would never leave your side
-I want to know about you and your family
-You can trust me
-Your suicidal thoughts are safe with me (big lie)
-I would never send you into a psych ward
-I understand what you're going through.
-You only need me and you will be ok.
How is possible that these two doctors are very alike, they make pretend they're into you when there really not. These people get paid to listen to your problems they don't care in my opinion. Doctors are all the same they are very good at acting. They are suppose to be non judgmental towards you that's why you people fall for their words they tell you, just imagine what your therapist really thinks about you.
Just a warning to all of you don't fall for the lies your therapist tell you, they would say anything to make you feel happy even if they don't mean it.
Don't get hurt like me and wake up. Please share your thoughts !
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