Ok i'm not pregnant anymore i had an abortion at six weeks and three days i know it was the right thing to do because at this point in my life i don't think i would make a very good parent but i cant help but think about it and what it would be like would it have been a boy or a girl? things like that. the guy that i was with has now left and gone back to cape breaton i just cant stop thinking about him and while i'm feeling all this i hide it from my boyfriend he has no idea how i feel this is all just very very hard.