I've been screaming in pain most of the day and all last night. I'm exhausted. I want to take my seroquel and it's 7:50. I just want out of this hell for like, a few hours.

I've been to the ER a lot in my life for severe pain like this, so they ignore me.
They are just like, oh, here she is again. Pain medications, then we'll send her home.

So helpful. And, no doctors; my GI, obgyn doctor, family doctor...nobody wants to manage my pain. I'm young, and they think it's addicting to use narcotics. Although I have to use them anyway.

I'm sorry but if a person is screaming and having an upset stomach, and losing so much weight that they look like a stick, super pale, feeling like they're dying - THAT'S STUPID BECAUSE THEY'LL KEEP GOING TO THE ER.

It's drives me insane. This is making my bipolar worse. This would make a mentally healthy person crazy. This pain is unbearable.

My Dad just told me it's because I'm not close to God. I want to cry when I hear that. I can't help it! UGH

Thank you guys for your help, I really appreciate it!