O drowning I wish I could have spoken w/ you b4 to let you know what you was going to go threw emotionally and then you could have decided. I had one 16 yrs ago and I still think about it all the time. I think about if it would have been a boy or girl and still remember my due date, Dec 17. Every yr on that day I go threw a deep depression and haven't worked on this w/ my T yet. I was only 16 and my mom had told me she would kick me out if I didn't. (part of her controling she had over me) I realize I was very young and not able to take care of a baby but if I could go back and change what I did I would. I hope you don't go threw what I did because everyone is diff. I am here anytime you want to talk about.

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