I don't have any great advice that will make things better. I'm just another guy. I cut when I get bad. I get suicidal when I get bad. I won't say I know how you feel because I'm not you and only you can know that.

What I can say is I care. People here at PC care. They have helped me and probably saved my life. We care about you, and no one wants you injured or dead. I know you don't think your parents can be a help. Who can be? Is there a relative you're close to? Do you get along well with a friend's parents? Call a hotline. I know it's intimidating, I've been scared of it too, but you need help. Call 911. I know the rush of people coming in can be scary, I used to be one of them, but it will get you help and get it fast. Walk to the hospital if you think there's no other way. But get help.

Please keep yourself safe. We care about you. Come back and let us know how you are doing.