Irish,

I'm sorry. Who is dressing your wound? If someone is helping with that, maybe they could help you get it seen by a doctor. Even though it's hard, it sounds like you are going to have to let a doctor look at it, or maybe a nurse, but someone with medical training. Just try if you can to find one who will be understanding and less intimidating. Maybe they won't ask for explanations. Is there anyone near you who can recommend a doctor like that?

((((hugs)))))
Rap