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Old Apr 15, 2012, 10:43 PM
bipolarmedstudent bipolarmedstudent is offline
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Originally Posted by newtus View Post
this is mine to a T (no pun). blank. doesnt talk much. i do! and when she does ASTUTE (it scares me sometimes). no physical contact. (i like it this way). but i have been cold and yelled at her in the beginning. i didnt realize but i think i did this unconsciously to test her. she failed at first and yelled back. haha not anymore. she does get frustrated though. this is why i keep coming back. i like the seeming rigidity she shows. though i feel she does treat me like im young slightly its ok. im ok with it. i need that "pull back" every now and then. im hard lined a bit sometimes and it makes me soft. so i get pulled back into reality and not so much my coldness because i dont like being cold at all. but i am. shes straight with it 90% of the time. i like that. she always telling me stuff i dont want to hear. and hahah my coldness comes through. anger. straight anger. i was raised by my dad so i dont like my weakness to show verbally because i know i do through my expression/posture.
at first she was all "cuddly". i almost left.
she adapted.
sounds like you have a good T.
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age: 23

dx:
bipolar I, ADHD-C, tourette's syndrome, OCD, trichotillomania, GAD, Social Phobia, BPD, RLS

current meds:
depakote (divalproex sodium) 1000mg, abilify (aripiprazole) 4mg, cymbalta (duloxetine) 60mg, dexedrine (dexamphetamine) 35mg, ativan (lorazepam) 1mg prn, iron supplements

past meds:
ritalin, adderall, risperdal, geodon, paxil, celexa, zoloft

other:
individual talk therapy, CBT, group therapy, couple's therapy, hypnosis