i am not able to call the therapist. it's dumb i know. i think i will wait it out see how much i will last. i'm not suicidal or anything. just feel alone. i don't self harm. i just feel lonely. i remember and feel alone all over again. i have anxiety attacks and i have no one to talk to so it's hard. what can you say to this right? nothing. that's how i feel too, i don't know what to tell myself. i just have to wait it out and see.