I would have said I am oddly more connected to the first one. That is one I keep going back to, feel something not good when I quit, and so forth. The second one I don't usually think about at all except when I am there or think who can explain something to me. I don't understand why I keep going to the first one, but I do. I don't know why I continue to choose the one I want to explode from frustration over.