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Old Apr 16, 2012, 12:46 PM
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Originally Posted by opforgirl View Post
Lately I've been depressed and have a lot of health problems, because of it I've been paying a lot more attention to my life and over the course of about two years I've noticed that I have almost all the symptoms of schizophrenia. But I'm to scared to talk to anyone about it because i'm not sure if I actually have the symptoms, so if you would please help me. I'm at my breaking point.

I hear things that aren't there, like my mom calling me, yelling, radio's, music, knocks, and doorbells.

I hear voice's in my head, ok that's rude I hear Alex, Emily, and silent. They tell me to thing's like change my music, do something else, or sometimes they tell me that I should be mad and yell at people. I don't know if they are real or fake because I can't seem to draw a line between the two.

I anyway tilt my head weird and sit oddly, I know this because my families always making me stop.

I don't really have emotions and when I do they are rude or wrong.

I believe that people are controlling me from Alex's Emily's and and silents world, and that when I sleep I go to there world. They are always watching me, and I think that they control everyone around me because they are robots.

I don't know what to do, because I'm to scared my mom will find out and ground me for lying. She won't take me to a therapist because she thinks that they can't help me, even though I'm very depressed. And before you ask yes the schizophrenia symptoms showed up before I got depressed, I just hope some one can help me.
what you posted could be anything...

in me these things have been called many things depending upon the circumstances that they happened in and accompanying problems, symptoms, stressors....such as dehydration, memories, flashbacks, mania, bipolar disorder, dissociation, DID, depersonalization, derealization, psychosis, hallucinations, anemia, poor diet, eating disorder, parkensons, MS, .....

we cant diagnose you here. all we can do it tell you if we went through it and what our own treatment providers called it for us.

to get a diagnosis of what is happening in you, contact your treatment providers.. a doctor, therapist or psychiatrist in your off line location.