Nooooooo!!!!!

Hugs!!!!!!!!

Please melissa. Please. I have been reading your posts for almost 6 months now, you have much to offer this world. You are an intelligent, profoundly insightful woman. Just figure out what you need to be different. I along with everyone here cares about you even if we don't know you in RL. We will help, we will do anything for you, we will help you figure out what we can!!!