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As one mother to another, I understand. Everything that you wrote, are things that have crossed my mind...I could never leave my daughter though...You said you're not depressed? It sounds like you are just numb at this point...I don't know what to say to someone who feels this way...I honestly don't...Don't give up. You feel as if they are better off without you, that is the depression taking. Find your baby and hold her tight...A child needs his or her mother. No one can take your place. Not grandma, aunty, uncle or anyone else...Just yesterday I was sitting on the couche with my little one, grabbed her chin to look me in the eyes and told her, "YOU are my best creation. YOU are my reason for living. You are the best thing I have ever done." She saved my life...
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Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, & Wisdom to know the difference.
To live is to suffer, and to survive is to find meaning in that suffering
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