Hi Morghana,

The reason your thread was moved to the SI forum was because that's what this issue is, it is SI. Our "Other Mental Health" forum should only be used for issues that there are no other forum for. Unfortunately, that forum moves quickly and we didn't want your thread to fall off the front page quickly and not get the proper reads and responses.

You are getting responses from members who have or are suffering with SI. They have had much experience with different kinds of SI and they know how it can manifest into something more serious. SI does not necessarily mean you are suicidal. There are many different reasons for SI'ing and everyone has their own. Sometimes it's a matter of discussing the situation with a professional to get to the root of why you are doing this.

Know that you can take whatever is written to you as you see fit. On a public forum we may not get the responses that we are really wanting, but that doesn't mean that they are anything but trying to be supportive and helpful. Support comes in many different ways.

I wish you well Morghana. I hope you can find something within this thread that helps you. Please take good care of yourself.

With Care,
sabby