I don't know what to say that hasn't already been said. But I will tell you that I've been where you are. No job, no prospects, no hope. I lost everything I had five years ago. It doesn't seem that long when I think about it, but it was. I was right where you are, calmly and methodically planning everything out. But for some reason or another, I didn't go thru with it.

Since then, I've seen and done so many things that I almost missed out on. I've rebounded financially, I've rebuilt my relationship with those closest to me, I've gotten myself clean. These are things I'm glad I had been around for. I know how hard it is to see past right now but please, try your best to realize that everything you feel right now is only temporary. I won't give you a lengthy reason to live speech, nor will I try to make you feel guilty for how you feel. I will, however, pray that you will be able to hang in there just a bit longer. Life is ever evolving. If there's anything you can count on, it's that circumstances will change. Please, hang in there for just a bit longer. I am always here to talk, listen or pray. All you have to do is PM me. I'll even give you my email so you can get in touch outside PC if you want.

I realize I don't really know you, but I do care. Please, take care.

Peace.