my heart aches within me for your pain...

i know there's nothing i can say that will make you feel better or change your mind... but do know that i echo everything that's been posted in this thread thus far... and know that i'm thinking of you & desperately hoping life gives you some form of reprieve... in whatever form will speak most directly to your heart...

know that we are here for you & while we don't have the answers & can't readily "fix" your life, we do care..