...damn it crap!!...crap crap crap Trippin!! what the hell I'm just gonna spit this all out and it's not your soul surely thats giving up and how about this you wrote to me.. James, if it's 1 thing I know about you, you have supernatural self-preservation instinct and skills what the? I know you have the exact same otherworldy talents and you are tricked into believing that supreme INDIFFERENCE has the ultimate say leading to your demise?

No thankyou and I don't believe it and I wont accept it and stubbornly choose denial with your situation.

All you need is a pin prick of recognition in your soul that the truth of how INCREDIBLE you are is powerfully more massive than the gaping wound in your heart just now Trippin.
you gotta believe me and if you don't ...then just make out you do.

Life isthe monster of all pretences at times and don't let it captivate you with lies and indifference dear girl!!

much love...monkey