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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
One main thing for me is I can't think the way I used to. Meaning, I can't think clearly. Things are always foggy, blurry, jumbled, going too fast, and confusing. I can't read (could barely make it through your post, for example,) but I used to read novels. I can't just do one thing, no focus. I forget things all the time. When I feel good, it's like coming up for air, because mostly I'm lost in this jumble of racing thoughts.
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I was the same way during my mixed episode. Still can't even imagine reading an actual book, even though I used to be a voracious reader and could finish a 900-page book in 3 days if it was a good one.
My concentration has gotten a lot better in recent weeks, but I still haven't regained my customary attention span......hopefully that will come as things continue to improve all the way around. For a while I was afraid I was developing early-onset Alzheimer's, but my pdoc said it was part of my particular brand of BP and not to worry too much because my memory would pick up when the meds started working. Now I can even remember
some stuff without having to write it down on sticky notes.
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