For a good month and a half now, I have been coping with some very disturbing and anxious thoughts about harming my parents. I knew from the moment I had the thought that I wouldnt act on it, but for some reason I cant get it out of my head. I sometimes think "What if my parents were gone, everything would look the same, right?" Of course, it wouldn't. but the thought goes through my mind and it makes me think that im a cold blooded killer or something. Also, my thoughts coupled with my overactive imagination can create a hell on earth for me. I for some reason picture myself acting on these thoughts and (most disturbingly) dealing with the aftermath. I am Terrified by these thoughts, and I feel somethimes like I cant trust my own mind. I have been seeing a psycologist not only at a private organization but also at my school. I am also seeing a psychiatrist, who put me on an antidepressant which after a few weeks really made a difference. I think the main thing that really makes me feel a lot better in this situation is sharing my experience with others, to maybe find some advice, which is why I joined this website. Any kind of advice or support would be greatly appreciated.