I know what you mean. I have done the same thing. I do need to get support for myself though where I can. I know it can make a person angry to give give give and not get ANYTHING in return, as if you don't exist! It's happened to me so much. I just try to go where people can show they care about me and yet I still try to help those who cannot help me, too, a bit. I'm trying to do it less though because it tends to hurt. Too much of it is being unkind to myself. This takes time like any habit modification. Best wishes to you.

<font color=purple>Peace to you.</font color=purple>