You know when you ask a person for help and they've been there for you...but when you get manic they start to freak. They say they'll call and they don't. And I'm over here sitting like moron waiting for them to call. That's so frustrating and ridiculous. They just make you feel like a bother, a nuisance. You know what I mean. Thanks for letting vent/argue. Hitting the wall takes the hurt away a bit but it always comes back.