Thanks so much. I would give anything to have a husband like you described. He describes himself as a victim because he has to put up with a bipolar person. He says yes it's hard for the person with bipolar but worse for those who have to live with their crap.
I have been much better in the last couple months because my meds finally got to a therapeutic level, but I still struggle with him because he's my worse trigger. I just hate my life right now and hate who I am. I desperately wish he could support and love me through this but I don't think he wants to or is capable.