Trippin,

My friend, I just don't know what to say. I do understand, but..... You are just much to precious. I hope, pray, will with all that I can might that something changes for you, that can change your outlook. You have always helped me and been there for me, you always bring light with you. There is something very special and kindred about you, I know it. I hope it will somehow get you through.

Of course we would be shocked, when the sun burns out we will also be shocked. Loosing you would be loosing a star.

You are my friend, and I love you... I'm just one of many...